Anytram

You dress me up, I fancy you. You make me sit down, I turn to you. You change my look, is it me who I see? Never could paint myself, I've no artist's talents. But you make me, your art. Within your hands I turn, you toss me and change, Into a doll. You can make laugh Or you can make me smile. You can make me cry Or you can make me... ...whatever you wish. Because I'm just another toy, I'm your doll and want to be. Because I'm just another toy, I'm your doll and want to be. I'm of no other worth, not to anyone nor you, just as your doll, I respect myself. I know it's not me, It's a stranger I see. But at least the d

They kept tellin' me, until I believed it. It's my fault, it's all my fault, I'm the chosen victim. I've made them yell at me, I've made them stare I've made them call me names, I've made them not to care. Made my own misery, destroyed all the sympathy. made me be beaten up, being such useless crap.

STARING BLANKLY AT THE EMPTINESS The DISCOVERY of NOTHING A black hole. (           )

Deserving you coldness, Deserving your hate, Deserving your ignorance, Deserving the pain. I'm sorry, it's my fault. Shouldn't have critiszed. Shouldn't have asked. Shouldn't have annoyed, this is my last. I'm sorry, it's my fault. Noone calls me anymore, Noone walks me up the door. Noone laughs tenderly. Noone cares. I'm sorry, it's my fault. Shouldn't care about the telephone, Shouldn't walk out all alone. Shouldn't grimace unaware. Shouldn't care. It's my fault. I'm sorry.

Don't. Don't trust. Don't ever trust. Don't ever trust something will change. Don't ever trust something will change for good.

You claim me not to be nice, You claim I'm not true. Why I try as honest as I could be, You distance yourself from me. We never had a perfect relationship, We always had our conflicts. Why can't you care for me, We are not the family we could be. I feel the loss of words, I feel the pain. Why do I only feel your anger towards me, I will disappear, since I cannot be what you wish me to be. They cannot help, They cannot feel. Why isn't there a better solution for you and for me, They ask each other, how it could be. Could be - me. Could be - acceptance. Could be - recognition. Could be - "we".

So you crave for me all night long You like me, there is no doubt So you want me to come with you along 'cause you like me, hear me shout: LIAR! LIAR! LIAR! You're a good, damn liar, here I go. You're a good, damn liar. (Really) do you know? Maybe you yourself believe, what you say is true. Maybe you do recieve, what you wanna have come true: You're a good, damn liar, here I go. You're a good, damn liar. do you know? What you do 's not what you say, You're a good, damn liar. All your love is gone away, You're a good, damn liar. All your principles are gone astray, You're a good, damn liar. Here I go, let me say: Yo